It wasn’t until years after the birth of Jett (10) that I realised I was suffering from trauma related to his birth. I couldn’t talk about it without crying. When I processed those feelings and began to heal, it became clear.. it wasn’t the outcome of the birth (csection) that was traumatic. It was how I felt from the moment I went into labour.... scared, panicked, overwhelmed, out of control, on a long turning roller coaster that someone else was steering. I had read the boo